Scrooge oh Scrooge, did the Grinch get a hold of you as well?
Wil be back the next year...
til then, have a happiest of holidays(if you have holidays), and a New Year to look forward too(well, again...if you have one)
12/24/2008
12/10/2008
One Life, One Love
Found this while looking for One Life, One Love by CHC...
Lyrics | 1St Lady lyrics - One Life, One Love lyrics
The English version says :
You're My Infinity On A Scale Of One To Ten !!!
12/07/2008
You know it's a nice day when...
You lost your futsal match 4-1...but you can still leave the hall with a smile on your face and, well, stars are tinkling above me...
12/06/2008
Here's a jolly christmassy tag...
How about this, just because it's the season to be jolly with a bowlful of jelly...
Everyday until the end of 2008.
Write down 3 things that you are thankful for.
We fail to notice the least of things that shapes and makes our lives so much fuller.
Love, peace, and joy... Love is the greatest.
I am grateful ...
1) When God made this earth, He had me in His mind.
2) For every Kopeek that my dad is able to bank in with the family's support and love
3) That friends are the ones who shape your surrounding, and not the other way round.
---will be writting this on my own til its full then I might post it up :)
12/04/2008
Advent Season
Every now and then, everyone of us experience a time where we have finally grew out of coffee and towards Cola. It is very important that through this transition, we keep our eyes on the goal, lest we get dismayed and distracted. The choice is ours ultimately, no matter how much money both companies spend on their advertistment, promotion and packaging. Coca-Cola or Pepsi, that is the question now.
Well we all know that we need coca-cola much more than pepsi, we all know that after all that has been and will be, pepsi will fade and there is no effect at all. Coca-cola on the other hand, maybe might not have the extra little tangyness in it's flavor, but it works, it keeps you awake and it is what you need after all.
Today I had a very bad day, and sometimes, even though I know I shouldn't, I mustn't and I have vowed never to every do it again, I bought Pepsi. Well of course it is cheaper and easier to dispose of(the bottle), but , but...
In the end, I have nothing but remorse. I feel worse than before.
Oh the heavens! Hear me cry!
11/29/2008
Blogging About : Is Poison Good For You?
I’ve read from Stevepavlina that coffee is in reality a kind of poison that wrecks our nervous system. According to his blog article, what we experience as the welcoming effects of coffee, the “highs” and the “stimulation” we feel when we drink our favorite cup of java, is only our body’s reaction to get rid of the poison that entered our system. Not a good news for coffee addicts, isn’t it? poor me
More than the fear however, (aha!) what fascinated me was how something that seemed so negative could trigger something positive in return. (now that’s more like it)Our problems in life for instance. Its these problems that shape our character, making us stronger, more resilient, forgiving and more capable of love.Without any challenges in life, problems to fix and puzzles to solve, would people need much brain then? Maybe we’d be more like a fish whose only problem is to swim and find its food.What we rarely realize is that people need problems as much as the solutions, challenges as much as the sweet victories emanating from them.
Why do you think there is a proliferation of reality tv shows nowadays? Aside from commercialism and the satisfaction of our natural curiosities, people crave for challenges they no longer face in their boring day to day lives
More than the fear however, (aha!) what fascinated me was how something that seemed so negative could trigger something positive in return. (now that’s more like it)Our problems in life for instance. Its these problems that shape our character, making us stronger, more resilient, forgiving and more capable of love.Without any challenges in life, problems to fix and puzzles to solve, would people need much brain then? Maybe we’d be more like a fish whose only problem is to swim and find its food.What we rarely realize is that people need problems as much as the solutions, challenges as much as the sweet victories emanating from them.
Why do you think there is a proliferation of reality tv shows nowadays? Aside from commercialism and the satisfaction of our natural curiosities, people crave for challenges they no longer face in their boring day to day lives
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Found this interesting post while looking for the Fruits of the Spirit.
isn't it true how the writer portrayed today's sub-cultured society?
Found this interesting post while looking for the Fruits of the Spirit.
isn't it true how the writer portrayed today's sub-cultured society?
Meaning of life?
most people hardly have the time to think about it at all..
Just give me my exam and my paperworks to prepare and I'm stuffed to death. I don't need a stirring in my heart and mind and interesting thoughts about Who I Am and Why Am I Here. Those things are for people with hippy boyfriends or girlfriends.
I like the way she made the reference to Reality TV shows. It's true, people are finding new ways to stimulate their minds.
Just give me my exam and my paperworks to prepare and I'm stuffed to death. I don't need a stirring in my heart and mind and interesting thoughts about Who I Am and Why Am I Here. Those things are for people with hippy boyfriends or girlfriends.
I like the way she made the reference to Reality TV shows. It's true, people are finding new ways to stimulate their minds.
Has "Normal" hit a new low?
11/26/2008
A beautiful word you say?
Something is supposed to be funny about this picture but i don't really get it...Anyways snow came and the roads are a deathtrap now.
Social Status of those who died by suicide in Kerala (Year: 1999)
You know what's a beautiful word? Funny is a beautiful word. Because at the same time, it tells of 2 separate expression.
Like : It's funny how people want something so much and when they get it, they kill themselves over it.
and,
It is more funny sometimes when people don't get that thing, they also kill themselves over it.
But it is even funnier, when those who got it, lost it, don't even think about killing themselves...
And it is funny, that this is something we don't really laugh about.
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N.B. Gosh my blardy sheets...thought I had a wisdom tooth growing yesterday it was so hyperemialy pain I thought my teeth were dying.
11/25/2008
Speechless...
So I took 1 day off as a gift to myself, missing 2 rather unmissable class, put my eyes at serious danger by starring at the comp for almost 20hours, did not sleep the entire night, chases a bunch of good people away from my room, and stressed myself to the core...
11.00am - started my work on the paper
8 am - finally finished and printed the 38 pages of my report work.
8.30am- rushed in a cab with a few late people
8.40am-lecture began
10.00am - hands in report work
10.20am - Sufrin tells me that Dr Ali Alsabounchi extended the deadline and we can hand in our work anytime before the final exams...
10.20 1'' - V. Jugularis exploded
Stupid ali.
Happy Birthday !!!
N.B. : I'm putting my work in the other blog...
It's open source baby...
11/22/2008
I Am Water...
This research was done by a Dr Masaru Emoto, a japanese(duh) scientist who majors in Water.
He took distilled water, which by right does not form water crystals due to it's composition, and put droplets on many many trays.
I mean, check it out man...So if I were to stand infront of my fridge for 1 month saying thank you to it non-stop, the ice formation would be super nice la!
Somebody ought to try that one day.
Then you know what else he found out?
You and I are made out of water...70% of it.
A couple of years ago, he did an experiment on water crystal formations, sorta like the snowflakes that fall from the sky.
He took distilled water, which by right does not form water crystals due to it's composition, and put droplets on many many trays.
He froze them and right before they melt, Dr Emoto watched them under the microscope with a high speed camera, capturing the formation of water crystals.
This is what a typical distilled water would look like when it's melting :
Formless and looks kinda like an areolar tissue.So Dr Motomoto wasn't satisfied, therefore he went and put all those trays of distilled water and exposed them to different sets of sounds and words for days/weeks.
Check out the result he got...
I mean, check it out man...So if I were to stand infront of my fridge for 1 month saying thank you to it non-stop, the ice formation would be super nice la!
Somebody ought to try that one day.
Then you know what else he found out?
You and I are made out of water...70% of it.So if you are thinking that your words belongs to you, and words will never harm others, Dr Motomoto is against you.
Your words will make my water crystals ugly.
think again...
11/19/2008
I'm gonna cut my hair and even change my name !!! FWT
This has gotta be the longest song lyric in the world.
ROCKSTAR by Nickelback
I’m through with standing in line
to clubs we’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth
and I’m never gonna win
This life hasn’t turned out
quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want)
I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me
(So What You Need)
I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
(Been there, Done that)
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My star own on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
(so how you gonna do it)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes(WAHAHAHAHA)
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
(I'll have the quesadilla)
I think I’m gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me
(so how you gonna do it)
I’m gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair
And change my name
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial well
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I’m gonna sing those songs
that offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a pez dispenser
get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don’t get ‘em wrong
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar...
...Phew, back to reality, need to leave for uni in 15minutes and I havent even finished copying the whatever that I need to study for the test later.
Guards!,beat up that guy please..
ROCKSTAR by Nickelback
I’m through with standing in line
to clubs we’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth
and I’m never gonna win
This life hasn’t turned out
quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want)
I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me
(So What You Need)
I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
(Been there, Done that)
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My star own on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
(so how you gonna do it)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes(WAHAHAHAHA)
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
(I'll have the quesadilla)
I think I’m gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me
(so how you gonna do it)
I’m gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair
And change my name
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial well
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I’m gonna sing those songs
that offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a pez dispenser
get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don’t get ‘em wrong
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar...
...Phew, back to reality, need to leave for uni in 15minutes and I havent even finished copying the whatever that I need to study for the test later.
Guards!,beat up that guy please..
11/17/2008
bublè
11/14/2008
Obligations
Suddenly I feel very obligated to post a real entry.
Then it's 2am and i think i'm lonely.
I feel that songs affect our thinking and our cerebellum alot.
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It's been a while since I've bought kuri grill. I'm actually missing the times where I can sit and watch a 2 hour movie with a chicken with all the mayonnaise and barbecue sauce in the world. I know this will make you angry but I'm just too tired to put anything up.
Guilt overtakes us so easily sometimes and very often it becomes the driving force in everything we do. The sense of obligation is so easily assumed as true responsibility. Alot of times in life we do what we see people do, we listen to what people listen. Alot more times, I look forward and I see dread and storms.
I am very jealous of people who have found their way out, their refuge, their haven. I am more jealous of people who took the ultimate (albeit wrong) way out. I imagine myself standing infront of the examiner and it shakes me to my core. Multiply that by 1,000 and we get a suicider. Songs have been my output recently, it seems like people like Aerosmith and Lifehouse and Luther Vandross wrote the essence of my being(although I should know better).
I've not touched my guitar for 2 weeks now. I look at the bass guitar with stress drenched with guilt. We know that most bad things happen in our lives are due to our own actions. I can count with my 10 fingers the things that I could have avoided doing that will change my life 180*. I bet you can. I miss the times where I can write songs and poems and dedicate it to the world.
I wonder sometimes how people keep their passion burning when they're so many fire hoses around.
Perhaps ... .... ... ... ... ... .... .
or
Maybe . .... .... ... ... ...., ... ... ... .
Then it's 2am and i think i'm lonely.
I feel that songs affect our thinking and our cerebellum alot.
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It's been a while since I've bought kuri grill. I'm actually missing the times where I can sit and watch a 2 hour movie with a chicken with all the mayonnaise and barbecue sauce in the world. I know this will make you angry but I'm just too tired to put anything up.
Guilt overtakes us so easily sometimes and very often it becomes the driving force in everything we do. The sense of obligation is so easily assumed as true responsibility. Alot of times in life we do what we see people do, we listen to what people listen. Alot more times, I look forward and I see dread and storms.
I am very jealous of people who have found their way out, their refuge, their haven. I am more jealous of people who took the ultimate (albeit wrong) way out. I imagine myself standing infront of the examiner and it shakes me to my core. Multiply that by 1,000 and we get a suicider. Songs have been my output recently, it seems like people like Aerosmith and Lifehouse and Luther Vandross wrote the essence of my being(although I should know better).
I've not touched my guitar for 2 weeks now. I look at the bass guitar with stress drenched with guilt. We know that most bad things happen in our lives are due to our own actions. I can count with my 10 fingers the things that I could have avoided doing that will change my life 180*. I bet you can. I miss the times where I can write songs and poems and dedicate it to the world.
I wonder sometimes how people keep their passion burning when they're so many fire hoses around.
Perhaps ... .... ... ... ... ... .... .
or
Maybe . .... .... ... ... ...., ... ... ... .
fly me to the moon
Fly me to the moonLet me sing among those starsLet me see what spring is likeOn jupiter and marsIn other words, hold my handIn other words, baby kiss meFill my heart with songLet me sing for ever moreYou are all I long forAll I worship and adoreIn other words, please be trueIn other words, I love you
People are very funny sometimes.
Sometimes, we are just like people.
11/11/2008
A + B = Y
Try this;
Open Notepad
Click on File -> Open
On the "File Type" part, select Any Files.
Look for any NON-TEXT files and click open.
You'll get something like
This is precisely what I am feeling right now.
I have all the thoughts in my head, but I'm not using the right program to open it...
Sometimes people can be right and wrong at the same time you know.
Apparently not...
Open Notepad
Click on File -> Open
On the "File Type" part, select Any Files.
Look for any NON-TEXT files and click open.
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This is precisely what I am feeling right now.
I have all the thoughts in my head, but I'm not using the right program to open it...
Sometimes people can be right and wrong at the same time you know.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
Even heroes have the right to bleed..
Apparently not...
11/06/2008
11/05/2008
very gloomy leh...
no clouds in the sky also so dark 1 today...
god i miss fishing...
....
my hunger neurons synapsed with my nonsense neurons and they decided to ask me to look up some jingles from candy companies
:)
have fun.,..
orange ones are my favourites :)
- “It’s all in the mix.” - Twix
- “Melts in your mouth, not in your hand.” - M&Ms
- “It’s too good for kids” - Toffifay
- “Taste the rainbow.” - Skittles
- “Makes mouths happy.” - Twizzlers
- “Two for me, none for you.” Twix
- “Isn’t life juicy?” - Starburst
- “Don’t let hunger happen to you.” - Snickers
- “Hungry? Why wait?” - Snickers
- “At work, rest and play, you get three great tastes in a Milky Way” Milky Way
- “Sometimes you feel like a nut. Sometimes you don’t.” - Mounds and Almond Joy
- “Nobody better lay a finger on my Butterfinger” - Butterfinger
- “Crispety, crunchety, peanut-buttery Butterfinger” - Butterfinger
- “If he kissed you once, will he kiss you again?” - Certs
- “Cleans your teeth while it cleans your breath” - Dentyne Gum
- “Double your pleasure, double your fun” - Doublemint Gum
- “Gimme a break” - Kit Kat
- “There’s no wrong way to eat a Reese’s” - Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups
- “How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop” - Tootsie Pop
- “Do you eat the red ones last?” - Smarties (UK)
- “A lighter way to enjoy chocolate” - 3 Musketeers
- “a palatable confection and a most nourishing food.” - Hershey’s Chocolate
- “Get the sensation” - York Peppermint Patty
- “Put a Tic Tac in your mouth and get a bang out of life.” Tic Tacs
- “The great American chocolate bar.” - Hershey’s Chocolate Bar
- “It’s more than a mouthful– it’s Whatchamacallit!”
and here's mine !!
"Quick! Put it in your mouth!" - Weeks Caramel Flavoured Candy
11/02/2008
11/01/2008
10,000th
Few days ago this blog had it's 10,000th accidental visitor..
probably searching for some random thing or a picture or some quotes..
and google or yahoo somehow directed them to my blog..
:)
well, a milestone nonetheless...
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10,000
probably searching for some random thing or a picture or some quotes..
and google or yahoo somehow directed them to my blog..
:)
well, a milestone nonetheless...
9999
10,000
10/28/2008
I have a reason to sing...
"Now I actually remember sitting in the hospital right after everything happened, and knowing that I needed to sing and doing what I know I'm supposed to be doing, and I felt like just a victory for us..."
"Cause I don't always feel like it, I don't feel like...somehow I don't feel like singing for God, but I know that my second sense in this season doesn't change that God is still God.."
"It doesn't change what God has called me to be, called me to do. He's still on the throne in Heaven, He still rule, He's still bigger than everything that I'm facing..."
"I remember singing and not felt like how I've felt before..it's like 'I know You're here God, but maybe it's because of my brokenness, the cut was so deep and it was so fresh then, but i knew I just needed to keep singing..."
10/27/2008
Changes and Needs
today is the 25th of October.
30 days before I am no longer a noob in the adult life
I shall be 21 in a month's time.
I need to put away childish things..
Too many changes have took place since the last week...
and I'm sensing that this would be one of the weeks where alot of things will unexpectedly happen.
So why not join in the fun and create more trouble for myself :)
I will attempt to be Badawi and make the changes that I've failed to make in 21 years of my life...and change them in 30days.
God, if You have ever been there...make sure You read this blog ok?
1. Live out my life as if I have a list of priorities(at least pretend to have one)
2. Sleep by 2am every night and wake up 7.45 to go for lecture EVERYDAY.
3. Start a tabung to save for snowy days
4. Read the bible(doesn't matter how many times.Just read)
5. I am in the student's council. Do something.
6. Eat vege. First, buy vege.
7.
8.
9.
10.
TBC
30 days before I am no longer a noob in the adult life
I shall be 21 in a month's time.
I need to put away childish things..
Too many changes have took place since the last week...
and I'm sensing that this would be one of the weeks where alot of things will unexpectedly happen.
So why not join in the fun and create more trouble for myself :)
I will attempt to be Badawi and make the changes that I've failed to make in 21 years of my life...and change them in 30days.
God, if You have ever been there...make sure You read this blog ok?
1. Live out my life as if I have a list of priorities(at least pretend to have one)
2. Sleep by 2am every night and wake up 7.45 to go for lecture EVERYDAY.
3. Start a tabung to save for snowy days
4. Read the bible(doesn't matter how many times.Just read)
5. I am in the student's council. Do something.
6. Eat vege. First, buy vege.
7.
8.
9.
10.
TBC
10/26/2008
day light saving is over... now starts day light killing...
oh man...
anyways, today was orientation day and the first of it's kind.
Sri & Co Bureau worked their butts off for it and I have to admit that it wasn't as bad as I had dreamed it to be...
anyways, ahh....
How I wish I can say that life is good once again..
:)
Orientation 2008
GOD 2 : 1 WEEKS
anyways, today was orientation day and the first of it's kind.
Sri & Co Bureau worked their butts off for it and I have to admit that it wasn't as bad as I had dreamed it to be...
anyways, ahh....
How I wish I can say that life is good once again..
:)
Orientation 2008
10/24/2008
10/22/2008
Buts and Becauses
John Mayer once said "Color change for no reason, words go from poetry to prose...When I'm not myself"
I have always believed that the reason why things happen around me is because I'm who I am. Things would not be the same, if I'm someone else. Today's color of the rainbow would not be red orange yellow when I'm someone else. Because I know that the RED I see, is not a RED anyone else would see. Because the wind would blow differently, if I'm someone else. Because the stars would appear less,or more, if I'm someone else.
This week(which has just begun) is one which is not about myself.
When you are not allowed to be yourself, you see what they see. Not what you want to see.
I am tired and exhausted, but they say the carriage will not reach it's destination without a horse pulling on it's wheels. You never seem to love enough, nor be allowed to...
Because who you truly are, suppresses the real you.
A puzzle with 5 edges can never complete the picture when all it need is 3..or sometimes just 2.
And no, I'm not talking about masks and make-ups here. This is what you are destined to be. This is true change. Because if it's up to me, everyone should be an artist, painting pictures that nobody would seem to appreciate. Or a writer writing his life story for his spouse to read. But no, life has shaped you and has a place for you in the society..
That is true change.
Should I even get into the pieces beside you in the big puzzle? Picture this, you have 2 poky pieces and 3 rough-edged pieces beside you, of course you're not a perfect piece everyone is dying for... maybe I have certain sides of me that needs smoothing. But the someone else you are tells you that its all that you can find to fit in. The real you can't fulfill your destiny in that place. No way. No freaking way. But nobody dares to disturb the big picture, because isn't that what it's all about, the big picture...Ends justifies means. period.
God, if you're taking me through this change. You better know what you're doing.
If not somebody's gonna get hurt real bad...
10/20/2008
Everybody's Going Crazy ...
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair
10/19/2008
Open House
By Elizabeth Berg..
Page 238
Excerpt;
Do you know that there are about 9 703 species of birds divided up into 23 orders, 142 families and 2 057 genera. And there may be between 100,000 and 200,000 million adult or near adult birds on the planet at any one time.
The bible says that without our knowledge, our Heavenly Father feeds the birds of the air...
People worry too much too much.
But is it wrong to worry?
Do you know that if your mum did not worry about you in the stomach, you would not be here today.
So whats the key word over here?
Nope, not balance. Not kesederhanaan.
Wisdom.
Page 238
Excerpt;
"You were very happy in your marriage, too, weren't you?"Lydia asks my mother.
"We were. Sad to say, I think that's a rare thing. I think most young people today are so focused on tomorrow they forget all about today. And I think they're as afraid of happiness as they are of pain! Scared to say they care. Scared to take a chance. Scared to say they're just as sentimental and full of human need as people always have been and always will be. "
"It's true," Lydia says, stirring her tea.
Do you know that there are about 9 703 species of birds divided up into 23 orders, 142 families and 2 057 genera. And there may be between 100,000 and 200,000 million adult or near adult birds on the planet at any one time.
The bible says that without our knowledge, our Heavenly Father feeds the birds of the air...
People worry too much too much.
But is it wrong to worry?
Do you know that if your mum did not worry about you in the stomach, you would not be here today.
So whats the key word over here?
Nope, not balance. Not kesederhanaan.
Wisdom.
10/17/2008
17th October 2008
As of 1.09am (Moscow local time) , Ong Wee Kee is the hungriest guy in the world.
Please feed the needy.
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.
ohh i have waffles
Please feed the needy.
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.
ohh i have waffles
10/14/2008
The Kite Runner
Go fly kite la you...
Last Saturday, our bible study group had our first ever movie night..
We were supposed to watch "Facing The Giants"..a very Christian and boring movie..
I mean, how stereotypical can you get...
A guy who lost everything and is failing in everything read a bible verse and suddenly his entire life is changed...
Although its for a bible study group...but it might just scare people out of Christianity itself..
So I had to go movie hunting the entire night...
browsing through IMDB, RottenTomatoes, and even at some point MrSkin(honest browsing only) for good, cool, inspiring Christian movies...
but most of them are made by the same producer and they all kinda suck(sorry lah,I know you're trying to evangelize...but really boring lah)
anyhow, i stumbled upon The Kite Runner...
and this is my review of it...
2 best friends, shared everything but their status, one as the master, the other the servant. Although the master kid had everything, but he had not courage and honor... whereas the servant kid had not everything but that. Amir(the master kid) one day realized that he did not have the courage to stand up for his best friend Hassan(the servant kid) and had not even the courage to face himself after betraying Hassan. He forces Hassan out of his life and continued his own without a trace of guilt..
until when one day he is recalled back to his homeland to face his past...
Amir finally regret all his wrongdoings but now he has no way to repay Hassan. There is no ways left to ask for his forgiveness. It was too late.
But its never too late.
Amir did what he could, putting his life on the line just so that Hassan's debt of friendship could be repayed, be it in full or partially.
from this movie, I realized that there is such thing as being too late...
if i can't forgive someone today, I may never have the chance ever to do so..
oh god please help me.
Last Saturday, our bible study group had our first ever movie night..
We were supposed to watch "Facing The Giants"..a very Christian and boring movie..
I mean, how stereotypical can you get...
A guy who lost everything and is failing in everything read a bible verse and suddenly his entire life is changed...
Although its for a bible study group...but it might just scare people out of Christianity itself..
So I had to go movie hunting the entire night...
browsing through IMDB, RottenTomatoes, and even at some point MrSkin(honest browsing only) for good, cool, inspiring Christian movies...
but most of them are made by the same producer and they all kinda suck(sorry lah,I know you're trying to evangelize...but really boring lah)
anyhow, i stumbled upon The Kite Runner...
and this is my review of it...
2 best friends, shared everything but their status, one as the master, the other the servant. Although the master kid had everything, but he had not courage and honor... whereas the servant kid had not everything but that. Amir(the master kid) one day realized that he did not have the courage to stand up for his best friend Hassan(the servant kid) and had not even the courage to face himself after betraying Hassan. He forces Hassan out of his life and continued his own without a trace of guilt..
until when one day he is recalled back to his homeland to face his past...
Amir finally regret all his wrongdoings but now he has no way to repay Hassan. There is no ways left to ask for his forgiveness. It was too late.
But its never too late.
Amir did what he could, putting his life on the line just so that Hassan's debt of friendship could be repayed, be it in full or partially.
from this movie, I realized that there is such thing as being too late...
if i can't forgive someone today, I may never have the chance ever to do so..
oh god please help me.
10/11/2008
SPARTANS !!!
AHOO, AHOO, AHOO
AH..HH...HHHHHHH...CHOOOOOOOOOOOO
8 brave soldiers, 20 minutes is their destiny, they cannot(can lah) fail...
Faizal, Satish, GKG, Kumin, Rama, G-Nesh, and Weeks.
We formed this team last year during the Tamil New Year's Cup mainly to play for fun. but kinda became the surprise package when we managed to beat a couple of established team and entered into the quaters before being eliminated by the actual winners, but not without conceding an early goal to us.
Unlike alot of the teams, our team's goal is to have a fun, fair and enjoyable game. Goals come and goals go but the team stays together as one.
This year in RFL, we target to be the team with the most fun.
Watch out Pinkies.. We're gonna outfun you.
p/s: sorry no group pic yet.
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oh by the way today played futsal after a long long month ..
legs were itching to the max and stress was building up like the tower of babel
this 1 hour we had on the court is probably the most carefree time ive had for a very long time..
bubbles went away for the weekends.
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maybe its a good thing that Boss is doing everything for everyone,especially for me.
Maybe he's a godsent...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
AH..HH...HHHHHHH...CHOOOOOOOOOOOO
8 brave soldiers, 20 minutes is their destiny, they cannot(can lah) fail...
Faizal, Satish, GKG, Kumin, Rama, G-Nesh, and Weeks.
We formed this team last year during the Tamil New Year's Cup mainly to play for fun. but kinda became the surprise package when we managed to beat a couple of established team and entered into the quaters before being eliminated by the actual winners, but not without conceding an early goal to us.
Unlike alot of the teams, our team's goal is to have a fun, fair and enjoyable game. Goals come and goals go but the team stays together as one.
This year in RFL, we target to be the team with the most fun.
Watch out Pinkies.. We're gonna outfun you.
p/s: sorry no group pic yet.
_______________________________________________________________________
oh by the way today played futsal after a long long month ..
legs were itching to the max and stress was building up like the tower of babel
this 1 hour we had on the court is probably the most carefree time ive had for a very long time..
bubbles went away for the weekends.
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maybe its a good thing that Boss is doing everything for everyone,especially for me.
Maybe he's a godsent...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
10/05/2008
10/04/2008
confused?
:)
then suddenly after some considerations
:(
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p/s : got my new comp up and running.looks blardy cool man.
then suddenly after some considerations
:(
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p/s : got my new comp up and running.looks blardy cool man.
10/01/2008
the one without words..
i dont want this blog to look like its youtube infested..
so here comes imeem
我陪你走到最后
so here comes imeem
白色的风车
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
白色的风车
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
9/30/2008
I Feel Like Dying
-The Original Video
10 reasons why I should not die tonight.
1.God might not be done with me.
2.1 person was(seemed to be) naturally/genuinely happy when he/she spoke with me today.
3.My blockmates gave me a plate of kuih raya and invited me to eat with them(but i declined).
4.My sister might be getting married this few years.
5.My groupmates waited for me at the next station when i missed the train with them.
6.At least i have a job, even though its charity and i'm not paid, i'm better than most of you buggers who don't have one.
7.My futsal team reconfirmed my place.
8.
9.
10.
sorry for the emo-ness.
and for everything.
I BET MY ASS NOBODY EVEN BOTHER ABOUT THIS POST.
10 reasons why I should not die tonight.
1.God might not be done with me.
2.1 person was(seemed to be) naturally/genuinely happy when he/she spoke with me today.
3.My blockmates gave me a plate of kuih raya and invited me to eat with them(but i declined).
4.My sister might be getting married this few years.
5.My groupmates waited for me at the next station when i missed the train with them.
6.At least i have a job, even though its charity and i'm not paid, i'm better than most of you buggers who don't have one.
7.My futsal team reconfirmed my place.
8.
9.
10.
sorry for the emo-ness.
and for everything.
I BET MY ASS NOBODY EVEN BOTHER ABOUT THIS POST.
9/25/2008
My biggest regrets...
1.Not taking God serious enough, early enough, enough enough.
2.
3.Joining MRAS without thinking about it's consequences
4.
5.Not buying a net earlier to cover my window, which led to my baby boy's departure..regret this alot
6.Russia?
7.
8.For all the times which I have developed any sort of hatred towards my perfect parents and grandparents.
9.For not developing any of my many talents that God had given me..I'm the master of jack of all trades, but master of none.I can guitar,squash,drum,write,read,study, game,football,basketball,cook,ice-skate,rollerblade,tennis,run long distance,high-jump and alot more.. most of which I am in 2nd or 3rd position in terms of grade and level..never the 1st.
10.Not being cool enough in primary and high school.Which led to my pseudo-reality of that i'm actually a friendly easy-going approachable guy.
and i tag all of you who thinks that you need to list out your regrets as well..
was kinda hard..
9/17/2008
wind...
Currently playing : The Prayer, by Josh Groban and the other girl..
Coffee downed : 4 sachets in the last 2 hours
Pages left : currently still not countable because i don't even have the proper notes.
Life currently : Cold...
...let this be our prayer.
P/S : I miss char kuey teow..and my baby boy Shaurma.
Coffee downed : 4 sachets in the last 2 hours
Pages left : currently still not countable because i don't even have the proper notes.
Life currently : Cold...
...let this be our prayer.
P/S : I miss char kuey teow..and my baby boy Shaurma.
9/07/2008
9/06/2008
Wa lau eh...
Just the 1st week of school ???
It felt like 3 months d..
They say 3rd year is the toughest. And we got the toughest teachers too :)
The only nice thing recently is the nice weather. Whether you're in the park, in the hospital, in the bus, in your room or on the road, it's the kind of weather where you can just fall asleep just like that.
Hari and I fell asleep(on separate benches) while our group was lepaking in Zil Hospital waiting for Surgery to start.
Light wind, fountain, sprinkles of water from the fountain, the sound of the wind...
it's a blessing to be a pig.
pig pig.
Path anat is gonna be so fun with Bagadnova :)
Ah...pasrah...
It felt like 3 months d..
They say 3rd year is the toughest. And we got the toughest teachers too :)
The only nice thing recently is the nice weather. Whether you're in the park, in the hospital, in the bus, in your room or on the road, it's the kind of weather where you can just fall asleep just like that.
Hari and I fell asleep(on separate benches) while our group was lepaking in Zil Hospital waiting for Surgery to start.
Light wind, fountain, sprinkles of water from the fountain, the sound of the wind...
it's a blessing to be a pig.
pig pig.
Path anat is gonna be so fun with Bagadnova :)
Ah...pasrah...
9/04/2008
I THOUGHT OF SOMETHING WITTY!!!
IF YOU EVER SAW THIS SOMEWHERE BEFORE, I ASSURE YOU THAT THAT IDEA CAME FROM ME !
Had a witty moment while walking back from Hospital 47(a.k.a. the haunted hospital which looked like a Resident Evil Lab)
Tun Abdul Razak.
Bapa Perpaduan Malaysia
Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammed.
Bapa Permodenan Malaysia
Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi
Bapa....
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.
Mertua
Had a witty moment while walking back from Hospital 47(a.k.a. the haunted hospital which looked like a Resident Evil Lab)
Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra al-Haj.
Tun Abdul Razak.
Bapa Perpaduan Malaysia
Tun Hussein Onn.
Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammed.Bapa Permodenan Malaysia
Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad BadawiBapa....
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.
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Mertua
Yang Berhormat Datuk Khairy Jamaluddin.
Handsomest Politician SinceOng Wee Kee Lim Kit Siang.
Handsomest Politician Since
p.s.: i m just so funny..
wonder if its raining as hard in malaysia?
sad people make rain fall down...
right? :)
if ppl don't sad so much then it wont rain so much lah..
wonder if its raining as hard in malaysia?
sad people make rain fall down...
right? :)
if ppl don't sad so much then it wont rain so much lah..
8/29/2008
Even The Sky Is Crying...
It has been a cold and rainy summer-end...
Moscow hates herself.
My legs have been hurting for quite a number of days due to the non-stop walking in and out of the room asking people to wait for their turn.
Malaysians sometimes do listen attentively, especially if their money depended on it.
But they do not read.
I guess I shouldn't be rainbowing too much...even home is pouring over the greens. Mr. Green, Mrs. Green and Ms Green.
Going to BDHX tomoro to go find out what an orangery is...
Is it an orchard or isit a restaurant.
:D
No pictures of anything yet.
Haven't buy my comp...
Pocket burning from price increment of everything. My oil was around 35rubles when I first arrived...3 years later it doubled.
Mineral water is now 25rubles...no longer 16rubles like last year.
wahahah..
how la
how la
Moscow hates herself.
My legs have been hurting for quite a number of days due to the non-stop walking in and out of the room asking people to wait for their turn.
Malaysians sometimes do listen attentively, especially if their money depended on it.
But they do not read.
I guess I shouldn't be rainbowing too much...even home is pouring over the greens. Mr. Green, Mrs. Green and Ms Green.
Going to BDHX tomoro to go find out what an orangery is...
Is it an orchard or isit a restaurant.
:D
No pictures of anything yet.
Haven't buy my comp...
Pocket burning from price increment of everything. My oil was around 35rubles when I first arrived...3 years later it doubled.
Mineral water is now 25rubles...no longer 16rubles like last year.
wahahah..
how la
how la
8/24/2008
I have arrived safely, unfortunately(ok la..fortunately)
:(
haih...
back...
I guess the enthusiasm is not as high as the previous few years...
Anyhow, welcome back moscow.
8/20/2008
It's that time of year again...only this time,it's more interesting
Will I see you again, Malaysia..?
2 days left before I fly off to potatoes, cabbages, and 2(TWO) years of unmalaysianess...
Of course I'm gonna say what I miss the most.
Wearing shorts out, slippers, pajamas, plain t-shirts.
Eating off the streets(not shaurma), buying random food everywhere, always have enough money to eat(Rm1 can buy nasi lemak), "normal tasting food".
Snookering
Fishing
T-V-ing
Call of Dutying
Eating, more
Footballing
Party-ing(well, sort of)
Yam Charing
Happying
Riana Greening
All the time :D
Waking up @ noon
Not sleeping at all...
Sleeping @ noon
I'm running out of words already..oh,oh..
Movie-ing
Eating,eating,eating
and all my fellow sausages out there...
Gonna miss all you peeps.
2 years without a sight of Malaysia, can be very tough...
I need to absorb as much of it as possible before I really fly off.
Need.to.go.fishing.
Aih~
N.B. Wall-e was superb. Probably be better if it was slightly longer on some parts, esp the pikat girl part, was too cute.
2 days left before I fly off to potatoes, cabbages, and 2(TWO) years of unmalaysianess...
Of course I'm gonna say what I miss the most.
Wearing shorts out, slippers, pajamas, plain t-shirts.
Eating off the streets(not shaurma), buying random food everywhere, always have enough money to eat(Rm1 can buy nasi lemak), "normal tasting food".
Snookering
Fishing
T-V-ing
Call of Dutying
Eating, more
Footballing
Party-ing(well, sort of)
Yam Charing
Happying
Riana Greening
All the time :D
Waking up @ noon
Not sleeping at all...
Sleeping @ noon
I'm running out of words already..oh,oh..
Movie-ing
Eating,eating,eating
and all my fellow sausages out there...
Gonna miss all you peeps.
2 years without a sight of Malaysia, can be very tough...
I need to absorb as much of it as possible before I really fly off.
Need.to.go.fishing.
Aih~
N.B. Wall-e was superb. Probably be better if it was slightly longer on some parts, esp the pikat girl part, was too cute.
8/18/2008
omnia vincit amor Part 2
2 hardest things to contemplate in life, Richard Curry once told Paul, are failure and age, and those are one and the same. Perfection is the natural consequence of eternity: wait long enough and anything will realize its potential.
Coal becomes diamonds, sand becomes pearls, apes become men. It's simply not given to us, in one lifetime, to see those consummations, and so every failure becomes a reminder of death.
BUT LOVE LOST IS A SPECIAL KIND OF FAILURE, I think. It's a reminder that some consummations, no matter how devoutly wished for, never come, that some apes will never be men, not in all the world's ages. What's a monkey to think, who with a typewriter and eternity still can't eke out Shakespeare?
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..Paul's dead???Oh no!!
Need to finish this book!
Coal becomes diamonds, sand becomes pearls, apes become men. It's simply not given to us, in one lifetime, to see those consummations, and so every failure becomes a reminder of death.
BUT LOVE LOST IS A SPECIAL KIND OF FAILURE, I think. It's a reminder that some consummations, no matter how devoutly wished for, never come, that some apes will never be men, not in all the world's ages. What's a monkey to think, who with a typewriter and eternity still can't eke out Shakespeare?
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..Paul's dead???Oh no!!
Need to finish this book!
8/17/2008
Love Conquers All
excerpt from The Rule of Four(pg 315) ;
"What do you see?"
On the right side of the picture were two naked women. On the left side , a baby boy beating a much larger and more muscular satyr.
"I don't know," I said, unsure which side of that picture I was supposed to be learning from.
"That," my father said, pointing to the boy,"is Love."
He Let it sink in.
"He's not supposed to be on your side. You fight with him; you try to undo what he does to others. But he's too powerful. No matter how much we suffer, Virgil says, our hardships cannot move him."
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Love is a noun, a verb, an adjective and the invisible...
It does not need solving.
8/14/2008
Boo Hoo...no one's blogging anymore..
Dropped byKennySia ,a very short update..
Clicked on XiaXue ... also same, no updates one, always also video video video...
Cheeserland also like that...all single videos and pictures only one..and no new updates
The ever trusty JeffOoi too busy to blog already.. everyday fly here fly there
The MrBrown and MrMiyagi duo seems to be updating less and less
ST, Suan, Ky all kinda boring already...grow up la..still party everyday...
Rojaks still ok la..but now become Rojaks 3-days-1 post instead of Rojaks Daily..
Now my hope lies on Tun for daily updates.
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Today will meet vernzzz again.
Makan Makan..
Maybe go Riana Green..
Dunno Riana will have time or not.
Feel like going fishing la...
But so expensive..
Currently reading: The Rule Of Four..
Not bad la the writing but the story abit the duh..
300pages d still talk about first day only.
Sien abit la
feel like reading next : Susan Minot, Monkeys but cannot find in paylessbooks.com.my
Have to go buy in MPH...$$$!
OH OH OH!!! Evening by Susan Minot got made into a movie last year...
So proud to have my favorite author's work on the big screen and I can now tell everybody that I've read a lesser known book !
...although, the movie sucked.
Clicked on XiaXue ... also same, no updates one, always also video video video...
Cheeserland also like that...all single videos and pictures only one..and no new updates
The ever trusty JeffOoi too busy to blog already.. everyday fly here fly there
The MrBrown and MrMiyagi duo seems to be updating less and less
ST, Suan, Ky all kinda boring already...grow up la..still party everyday...
Rojaks still ok la..but now become Rojaks 3-days-1 post instead of Rojaks Daily..
Now my hope lies on Tun for daily updates.
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Today will meet vernzzz again.
Makan Makan..
Maybe go Riana Green..
Dunno Riana will have time or not.
Feel like going fishing la...
But so expensive..
Currently reading: The Rule Of Four..
Not bad la the writing but the story abit the duh..
300pages d still talk about first day only.
Sien abit la
feel like reading next : Susan Minot, Monkeys but cannot find in paylessbooks.com.my
Have to go buy in MPH...$$$!
OH OH OH!!! Evening by Susan Minot got made into a movie last year...
So proud to have my favorite author's work on the big screen and I can now tell everybody that I've read a lesser known book !
...although, the movie sucked.
8/12/2008
Today in The Star...
Go check out the StarKids section...
Today the kids sent in their drawings of their, ladies and gentlemen, Mobile Phones.
Chew Yu Qian, 10, says: A handphone adds color to my life. I cannot live without one.
Choh Xie Yie, 11, thinks that with a handphone, she can chat all she wants. "If you are using a public phone, you can't talk too long because other people might need to use the phone" she says.
Seven year old Ooi Sim Bok is happy he has a handphone to call someone special every Saturday.
Khoo Yi Qi, 10, gets RM 50 a month to top up her handphone. She is pleased that she can call her friends with her handphone.
Wong XiMei, 8, writes: " My daddy will give me a handphone when I am 11 years old. Poor me. I have to wait 3 more years."
....
What else can I say right?
I'm sure the special someone is sure darn happy to receive a call every Saturday.
And poor me, my daddy doesn't give me RM50 a month to top up my phone...lousy daddy...
8/10/2008
Err...Oh My Goodness?
Seriously loh...what on earth am i doing..
Wayne Rooney is earning billions per year.
Sharapova is earning billions per few years.
Fakhrul is getting married next week...
I'm at home blogging...
Congrats dude!!
Fakhrullah a.k.a. superman!
8/09/2008
www.paylessbooks.com.my
"When you sell a man a book,
you don't sell him 12 ounces of
paper and ink and glue-
you sell him a whole new life."
-Christopher Morley
wa lau ehh..
2 more weeks then i bye bye malaysia for 2 years..
yao mou...
Routine back home :-
Morning-Sleep
Afternoon-wake up , eat , TV , www.flash-games.net , eat , online
Evening-eat , TV , www.miniclip.com , confirm snooker or cod or boardgames , drink
Night-eat , TV(must watch at night) , online , snooker or COD or boardgames
Midnight-eat(mamak/McD) , online , www.flash-games.net , sleep ...
almost like everyday...
damn siok weh..
Remaining Check-List Items.
1)repair cool phone
2)repair ariel the laptop
3)buy Bang
4)buy HD and format and install
5)More snooker
6)More COD
7)More boardgames
Sometimes...I forget that I'm an engineering student...
Eh..i mean med student..
yao mou...
Routine back home :-
Morning-Sleep
Afternoon-wake up , eat , TV , www.flash-games.net , eat , online
Evening-eat , TV , www.miniclip.com , confirm snooker or cod or boardgames , drink
Night-eat , TV(must watch at night) , online , snooker or COD or boardgames
Midnight-eat(mamak/McD) , online , www.flash-games.net , sleep ...
almost like everyday...
damn siok weh..
Remaining Check-List Items.
1)repair cool phone
2)repair ariel the laptop
3)buy Bang
4)buy HD and format and install
5)More snooker
6)More COD
7)More boardgames
Sometimes...I forget that I'm an engineering student...
Eh..i mean med student..
8/06/2008
My Gift...
...to a world of safe driving and safe roads.
Damage : Rm 30.
I was being my ignorant and selfish self and not thinking about the safety of other drivers on the road when Jamie called and told me that he'll be late to Pelita SS2.
I answered the call and being the pathetic incompetent driver that I am, I did not even put on the hands-free kit nor put it on loudspeaker.
I drove like I owned the road. Jalan Ong Wee Kee, 47600, Petaling Jaya.
Then the good hearted and sensitive police officer noticed my intolerable behavior and asked me to pull to the side. He asked me if I knew what I did wrong.
Guilty as charged. I admitted.
He asked me to step out of the car, probably wanted me to have a feel of the atmosphere along the highway, so that I would finally understand how dangerous is it to maneuver a vehicle while handling a mobile phone. I solemnly and awfully felt the shame that I was enduring. I was so selfish!
He wrote down my offenses and told me the total amount of fine that I would need to pay when meeting the Head Officer in the Ministry.
Maybe it was a sparkle in my eyes or perhaps it was a tiny bit of compassion that stirred him to these words "I know that you are a student, you can't possibly afford this. I want to know...just, how can I help you". A tear was about to form in the lake of my eyes...Seriously!
He asked me in a very slow tone, "How much do you have right now?" and I opened my wallet to show him a few bank notes that I had just withdrawn from the ATM a couple of hours ago.
"Normally, this amount would not have sufficed for this kind of offense, but I can't penalize a repented heart...Alright," he said with much hesitation,"Rm 30 it is...but please be praying that your heart will understand, it had cost me more to forgive you"
"Yes sir,I will never forget"I answered him...regretfully.
The drive along LDP was one of the longest that I had ever. The guilt kept weighing in...
Then once I was in the SS2 area, Kehliang called...
K:"Ooi! Where are you la?"
W:"Blardy hell, got saman-ed la...stupid Jamie call me wrong time..
K:"Alar, where are you now la?"
W:"Oh, I'm still driving there la"
Damage : Rm 30.
I was being my ignorant and selfish self and not thinking about the safety of other drivers on the road when Jamie called and told me that he'll be late to Pelita SS2.
I answered the call and being the pathetic incompetent driver that I am, I did not even put on the hands-free kit nor put it on loudspeaker.
I drove like I owned the road. Jalan Ong Wee Kee, 47600, Petaling Jaya.
Then the good hearted and sensitive police officer noticed my intolerable behavior and asked me to pull to the side. He asked me if I knew what I did wrong.
Guilty as charged. I admitted.
He asked me to step out of the car, probably wanted me to have a feel of the atmosphere along the highway, so that I would finally understand how dangerous is it to maneuver a vehicle while handling a mobile phone. I solemnly and awfully felt the shame that I was enduring. I was so selfish!
He wrote down my offenses and told me the total amount of fine that I would need to pay when meeting the Head Officer in the Ministry.
Maybe it was a sparkle in my eyes or perhaps it was a tiny bit of compassion that stirred him to these words "I know that you are a student, you can't possibly afford this. I want to know...just, how can I help you". A tear was about to form in the lake of my eyes...Seriously!
He asked me in a very slow tone, "How much do you have right now?" and I opened my wallet to show him a few bank notes that I had just withdrawn from the ATM a couple of hours ago.
"Normally, this amount would not have sufficed for this kind of offense, but I can't penalize a repented heart...Alright," he said with much hesitation,"Rm 30 it is...but please be praying that your heart will understand, it had cost me more to forgive you"
"Yes sir,I will never forget"I answered him...regretfully.
The drive along LDP was one of the longest that I had ever. The guilt kept weighing in...
Then once I was in the SS2 area, Kehliang called...
K:"Ooi! Where are you la?"
W:"Blardy hell, got saman-ed la...stupid Jamie call me wrong time..
K:"Alar, where are you now la?"
W:"Oh, I'm still driving there la"
8/05/2008
I Got PS-ed For The Very First Time !!!
yups.
My PASSPORT photo got photoshopped by the photographer.
He was a typical 50y.o. man who happened to have some extra time and he removed 3 pimples off my face..
And smoothened my face too.
And made me a little bit fairer
And gay-ed up my entire day..
WOOT!
My PASSPORT photo got photoshopped by the photographer.
He was a typical 50y.o. man who happened to have some extra time and he removed 3 pimples off my face..
And smoothened my face too.
And made me a little bit fairer
And gay-ed up my entire day..
WOOT!
7/30/2008
Quoted today....
The eye does not see what the mind does not know...
-Dr Wong from SJMC ...
kena-ed kao kao from him cause,
A doctor's mind should be very in order and systematic.
-Dr Wong from SJMC ...
oh yeah, the transverse colon is triangular in shape because the omentum and the gastro-colic ligament is pulling it from diff sides.
TRIANGLE...
also, stress test can be used to detect heart problems by looking at the ECG at the S-T phase, if coronary artery got problem, it wont supply that particular part of the heart with blood, hence no pumping and S-T phase is unique
ah,Scleroderma patients have distinct features on their face, Big nose, small mouth, smooth skin, and wrinkles around the mouth area...
and they have a Reynold(?) syndrome...the blood vessels turn from X-Blue-Red because of their ruptures...
And and and...Helicobacter bacteriae can be detected using Methylene Orange test- they produce urea and changes the color of M.Orange -Yellow(-ve) Red(+ve)
-Dr Wong from SJMC ...
kena-ed kao kao from him cause,
A doctor's mind should be very in order and systematic.
-Dr Wong from SJMC ...
oh yeah, the transverse colon is triangular in shape because the omentum and the gastro-colic ligament is pulling it from diff sides.
TRIANGLE...
also, stress test can be used to detect heart problems by looking at the ECG at the S-T phase, if coronary artery got problem, it wont supply that particular part of the heart with blood, hence no pumping and S-T phase is unique
ah,Scleroderma patients have distinct features on their face, Big nose, small mouth, smooth skin, and wrinkles around the mouth area...
and they have a Reynold(?) syndrome...the blood vessels turn from X-Blue-Red because of their ruptures...
And and and...Helicobacter bacteriae can be detected using Methylene Orange test- they produce urea and changes the color of M.Orange -Yellow(-ve) Red(+ve)
7/20/2008
Boom dee-yada...
I love Shaurma...
and I miss him too.
It's been a year plus since we got him off Arbat Street. And about 3-4months since he passed on to another place. I still feel my heart falling whenever he comes into my mind. I miss how he'll follow me in and out the door. Wanting to go out so much into the corridors. I loved how you'll wake me up in the morning whenever you hear my alarm ring, biting gently on my toes. I miss the times when we would eat together. Or how you'd ask me to feed you when you're hungry. You silly cat used my expensive cup while I had to buy a 5 ruble cup for myself. I miss the times when you'll kiss me goodnight before dozing off on your bed.
Dearest Shaurma, daddy has never forgotten about you.
I know you are happy now.
I just know.
7/18/2008
of movies, porridge and football...
A week ago:
Watched Wanted, Han2cock, and Hellboy 2...
Wanted and Han2cock is kinda like ok only lah..
New concept and all and cool graphics aside, the story and acting is pretty much bleh...
Wanted was not too bad actually when you're in the cinema especially whenever Jolie is around.
Hot babe jumping of trains and buildings while shooting baddies.
What more can a guy ask for.
Hollywood should start making movies like Rambo 5 + Ultimate Porn Collection ...
But when you realize that the kiddo learned to become a top assassin in 5 mins(when they had 90 mins to use). You realize that it's crap.
Han2cock's name says it all.
h a n C O C K.
You want me to say it again?
H A N c o c k.
dumb
.
Today. Right Now.
Mum cooked porridge for me cause I told her that I'll be home for dinner. Damn alot somemore. And I'm bloated from McD, Murni and A&W, and not only porridge, got vege and char siew some more... Mum's not going to be happy with the left overs i suppose...
Feed the cat?
.
And I am dead tired now. I'm onlining to help myself ease through the porridge...Hoping that I won't realize that I'm feeding myself while watching Bleach 179.
.
Tomorrow.
Football @ 8am
Now: 3.29am.
Status: 3/4bowl of porridge + 1bowl vege + 3piece char siew.
Diagnosis: GG.
.
G G
7/16/2008
What is the 3rd line in Negaraku?
JUST BECAUSE THIS IS MALAYSIA AND I CAN GET SUED FOR STUPID THINGS I SAY IN MY OWN BLOG AND THE CYBERSPACE IS NOT A LAW-VACUUM. I HEREBY STATE THAT ALL OF THE POSTINGS BELOW ARE OF MY OWN THOUGHTS AND BELIEFS AND DO NOT REPRESENT ANY OTHER POLITICAL PARTIES ETC. DO NOT SUE ME BECAUSE I NEED TO STUDY TO BECOME A DOCTOR. MALAYSIA'S HOSPITAL ARE LACKING OF DOCTORS BECAUSE MOST ARE GOING TO AUSTRALIA OR US TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE.
_________________________________________________________________
Who is the left winger for the Pulau Pinang team and the Goalkeeper for our National team?
Now...
How many right-backs are there in Chelsea? (im sure you know)
.
.
.
A while ago while I was in the toilet, I thought of a couple of years ago, when the Gov tried to make us memorize the Rukun Negara and Negaraku by making the people recite them before the start of a movie in a CINEMA...
So many people made fun of the Gov of it's foolishness then...
Then they tried to pamper the Mat Cermerlang-s by giving them money and new bikes(wtf) ...
Blogs all over the world laughed at Malaysia... and because of that, bloggers were considered as stupid ignorant fools who do not have a job and sit around all day creating stories to start a havoc.
and we are also labeled as Opposition supporters.
Gobloks !
And it was(is) illegal to be in a gathering of more than 3 in a public place without a permit.
Parameswara became Sultan bin something...
A request for a clean election is considered as radical...
Our rapping Zam zam ala ka zam lashed out at Al-Jazeera and once again, us bloggers pulled a tough one on him...erection my foot...
Oh...the sensitive ones like no church buildings are allowed to be built in the Peninsular and you can't even change your religion once you're dead..
The Melays demand their right and scorn at the Chinese and Indians...
Lingam tape is one of the dumbest... you find a video of a possible felony, you go la research the story and find the proof and all...
it took them a couple of months to state that the video might be real.
Then Che Det came into the goblok scene...
ironic, yeah?
Oh, oh, oh... Our Space Traveller...
dunno how many million went into my uni...
Thanks to him, now we have nice ceilings in our uni :)
you know, all these things that the Gov do, sometimes just reflect the altitude of their organization...
To me, it all seems to be like some high school society political scene.
This girl wants to be the prez, that gang don't like this girl, so all of them run for the lower posts to make that girl suffer.
Then half the club quits because of the politics and joins another club.
The other clubs start war on the club.
and then we start it back at one...
Do they actually remember that a government is a group of civilians(yes they are NOT royal blood) who got elected by their fellow civilians to represent them in matters concerning the civilians?
you say, oh, if Malaysia go buy jet planes...where got concerning the people?
Whose money they use ah?
my dad pays his taxes one ok?
Too many times already and for too long already, the political parties have been fighting for their way of ruling the country and their principals.
No matter what the principals are, the opponent's one are always WRONG WRONG WRONG. I will not be surprised if one day ;
Party A : We've decided, for the interest of the people, to not charge for telephone calls anymore !
Party B : Nonsense ! If don't charge, people will not learn.
OR
Party A : We've decided,for the interest of the COUNTRY,to increase the rates of the telephone calls!
Party B : Nonsense ! Charge so expensive while you can actually give free for everybody. Put the people first!
and it would not surprise the people as well...
While this party is so keen on fighting for Plan A to rule the country and that party is keen on Plan B ...
They have never thought of a
All we ever hear is only Plan A is the best damn way. Screw Plan B.
Yesterday Dr. M said that UMNO can't agree with PAS because PAS is very undecided on which side to lean on. And because PAS supports DAP.
He can't see UMNO working together with PAS...
Hello? Rakyat mane?
You want me to remember all the lines in Negaraku?
I can honestly say that I am not very proud to be a Malaysian. I don't think I can say without lying that I do not love Malaysia as much as I should.
I know the Russian football team better than the Malaysian football team.
but then...
Instill the fear of getting robbed and mugged if I go to mamak at night...
Ban games in cyber cafes (i still can't get this) ?
Or tell me that I(a Malaysian born Chinese) will have to work twice as hard as the aborigines to get the same job but will get it for a lower salary?
See patients die in hospital because of the lack of MRI machines ???
One day while Flora, Dasha, Sonya, Wowe, Sam and I were walking back from PK's house, F, D and S started to sing their patriotic songs(they are Russians la) and they actually sang it out so damn loud that people from around the area joined in and every single Russian near us were singing. That is true patriotism.
Putrajaya, YOU HAVE A PROBLEM...
_________________________________________________________________
Who is the left winger for the Pulau Pinang team and the Goalkeeper for our National team?
Now...
How many right-backs are there in Chelsea? (im sure you know)
.
.
.
A while ago while I was in the toilet, I thought of a couple of years ago, when the Gov tried to make us memorize the Rukun Negara and Negaraku by making the people recite them before the start of a movie in a CINEMA...
So many people made fun of the Gov of it's foolishness then...
Then they tried to pamper the Mat Cermerlang-s by giving them money and new bikes(wtf) ...
Blogs all over the world laughed at Malaysia... and because of that, bloggers were considered as stupid ignorant fools who do not have a job and sit around all day creating stories to start a havoc.
and we are also labeled as Opposition supporters.
Gobloks !
And it was(is) illegal to be in a gathering of more than 3 in a public place without a permit.
Parameswara became Sultan bin something...
A request for a clean election is considered as radical...
Our rapping Zam zam ala ka zam lashed out at Al-Jazeera and once again, us bloggers pulled a tough one on him...erection my foot...
Oh...the sensitive ones like no church buildings are allowed to be built in the Peninsular and you can't even change your religion once you're dead..
The Melays demand their right and scorn at the Chinese and Indians...
Lingam tape is one of the dumbest... you find a video of a possible felony, you go la research the story and find the proof and all...
it took them a couple of months to state that the video might be real.
Then Che Det came into the goblok scene...
ironic, yeah?
Oh, oh, oh... Our Space Traveller...
dunno how many million went into my uni...
Thanks to him, now we have nice ceilings in our uni :)
you know, all these things that the Gov do, sometimes just reflect the altitude of their organization...
To me, it all seems to be like some high school society political scene.
This girl wants to be the prez, that gang don't like this girl, so all of them run for the lower posts to make that girl suffer.
Then half the club quits because of the politics and joins another club.
The other clubs start war on the club.
and then we start it back at one...
Do they actually remember that a government is a group of civilians(yes they are NOT royal blood) who got elected by their fellow civilians to represent them in matters concerning the civilians?
you say, oh, if Malaysia go buy jet planes...where got concerning the people?
Whose money they use ah?
my dad pays his taxes one ok?
Too many times already and for too long already, the political parties have been fighting for their way of ruling the country and their principals.
No matter what the principals are, the opponent's one are always WRONG WRONG WRONG. I will not be surprised if one day ;
Party A : We've decided, for the interest of the people, to not charge for telephone calls anymore !
Party B : Nonsense ! If don't charge, people will not learn.
OR
Party A : We've decided,for the interest of the COUNTRY,to increase the rates of the telephone calls!
Party B : Nonsense ! Charge so expensive while you can actually give free for everybody. Put the people first!
and it would not surprise the people as well...
While this party is so keen on fighting for Plan A to rule the country and that party is keen on Plan B ...
They have never thought of a
Plan A(good parts) + Plan B(good parts) = Plan C.
All we ever hear is only Plan A is the best damn way. Screw Plan B.
Yesterday Dr. M said that UMNO can't agree with PAS because PAS is very undecided on which side to lean on. And because PAS supports DAP.
He can't see UMNO working together with PAS...
Hello? Rakyat mane?
You want me to remember all the lines in Negaraku?
DON'T FORCE ME.
MAKE ME WANT IT.
I can honestly say that I am not very proud to be a Malaysian. I don't think I can say without lying that I do not love Malaysia as much as I should.
I know the Russian football team better than the Malaysian football team.
but then...
what has the Gov done to make me want to love Malaysia?
Instill the fear of getting robbed and mugged if I go to mamak at night...
Ban games in cyber cafes (i still can't get this) ?
Or tell me that I(a Malaysian born Chinese) will have to work twice as hard as the aborigines to get the same job but will get it for a lower salary?
See patients die in hospital because of the lack of MRI machines ???
One day while Flora, Dasha, Sonya, Wowe, Sam and I were walking back from PK's house, F, D and S started to sing their patriotic songs(they are Russians la) and they actually sang it out so damn loud that people from around the area joined in and every single Russian near us were singing. That is true patriotism.
If today you were to go to the Parliament house and hang a bomb around your neck and tell them to stop all the fights if not you'll push the button.
Please be prepared to die.
because they will state the reasons and facts and all the whatnots and then set up a 3-man panel to decide what to do with you and push the blame to the Opposition and you'll still have to pay for your own funeral...
Putrajaya, YOU HAVE A PROBLEM...
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