the one without words..

i dont want this blog to look like its youtube infested..
so here comes imeem

白色的风车

安静的纯真

真实的感觉

梦境般遥远

甜甜的海水

复杂的眼泪

看你傻笑着

握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头

我们走到这就好

因为我不想太快走完这幸福

很可惜没有祝福

但爱你并不孤独

不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后

能不能不要回头

你紧紧地抱住我

说你不需要承诺

你说我若一个人会比较自由

我不懂你说什么

反正不会松手

我陪你走到最后

能不能别想太多

会不会手牵着手

晚一点再到尽头

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见

因为我在等待永远

白色的风车

安静的纯真

真实的感觉

梦境般遥远

甜甜的海水

复杂的眼泪

看你傻笑着

握住我的手

很可惜没有祝福

但爱你并不孤独

不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后

能不能不要回头

你紧紧地抱住我

说你不需要承诺

你说我若一个人会比较自由

我不懂你说什么

反正不会松手

我陪你走到最后

能不能别想太多

会不会手牵着手

晚一点再到尽头

你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见

因为我在等待永远

谢谢你让我听见

因为我在等待永远

My biggest regrets...

1.Not taking God serious enough, early enough, enough enough.
2.

3.Joining MRAS without thinking about it's consequences
4.


5.Not buying a net earlier to cover my window, which led to my baby boy's departure..regret this alot
6.Russia?
7.

8.For all the times which I have developed any sort of hatred towards my perfect parents and grandparents.
9.For not developing any of my many talents that God had given me..I'm the master of jack of all trades, but master of none.I can guitar,squash,drum,write,read,study, game,football,basketball,cook,ice-skate,rollerblade,tennis,run long distance,high-jump and alot more.. most of which I am in 2nd or 3rd position in terms of grade and level..never the 1st.
10.Not being cool enough in primary and high school.Which led to my pseudo-reality of that i'm actually a friendly easy-going approachable guy.


and i tag all of you who thinks that you need to list out your regrets as well..
was kinda hard..

omnia vincit amor Part 2

2 hardest things to contemplate in life, Richard Curry once told Paul, are failure and age, and those are one and the same. Perfection is the natural consequence of eternity: wait long enough and anything will realize its potential.

Coal becomes diamonds, sand becomes pearls, apes become men. It's simply not given to us, in one lifetime, to see those consummations, and so every failure becomes a reminder of death.

BUT LOVE LOST IS A SPECIAL KIND OF FAILURE, I think. It's a reminder that some consummations, no matter how devoutly wished for, never come, that some apes will never be men, not in all the world's ages. What's a monkey to think, who with a typewriter and eternity still can't eke out Shakespeare?

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..Paul's dead???Oh no!!
Need to finish this book!

Love Conquers All

excerpt from The Rule of Four(pg 315) ;
"What do you see?"
On the right side of the picture were two naked women. On the left side , a baby boy beating a much larger and more muscular satyr.
"I don't know," I said, unsure which side of that picture I was supposed to be learning from.
"That," my father said, pointing to the boy,"is Love."
He Let it sink in.
"He's not supposed to be on your side. You fight with him; you try to undo what he does to others. But he's too powerful. No matter how much we suffer, Virgil says, our hardships cannot move him."

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Love is a noun, a verb, an adjective and the invisible...
It does not need solving.

Hutang Post #1

This will prolly make your dial-up cry in agony.
I've got a new kitten.
You all know how much i love cats(and you too my cat)
so how can i resists a pure Siberian 1 month old kitten?

Here's a description from a pet's website.

Read the highlighted part for quick facts. :)



The Siberian is the national cat of Russia.The Siberian is recognized as a semi longhair cat and can be found in a multitude of colors and patterns.

Male Siberians typically weigh between 15-20 pounds and are heavier than female Siberians who typically weigh anywhere from 10-15 pounds. Siberians also have a more round look and three coats of fur (probably adaptation for the cold Siberian winters).

The personality of the Siberian is one of playfulness, intelligence and loyalty. A Siberian will usually follow its owner from the moment it enters the door to all the way around the house. It could be considered the dog lover’s cat. Also, the Siberian likes to play with all manner of toys. The loyalty and playfulness of the Siberian make it a great family pet and can be considered quite similar to a dog.

A Siberian will usually get along with other pets and children.

Furthermore, there are many breeders who will testify that the Siberian is hypoallergenic meaning people who are allergic to cats in general may not have an allergic reaction to the Siberian.

Siberian cats are a self-grooming cat and can usually avoid tangles in their fur so they do not require frequent brushing. However, brushing a Siberian’s fur regularly can reduce hairballs.



We were in Old Arbat when we saw this lady selling 2 kittens, and after thinking for long enough, we decided(well actually I decided because it was up to me,either the kittens will have a place to stay for the summer or not) to get 1. The kind lady did not ask for any specific price, so we gave her 5orubles.

Now, he was only 3weeks old when we first got him...so alot of milk feeding(by hand,mind you) had to be done. He traveled from 1 hostel to another. Well, he was having fun. Had the attention and was loving it.

Now he's a month old and began to eat solid food and shit on his own. Proud of him. :)
He will be the cutest thing you have ever seen...


enjoying a good meal of cottage cheese(my cat high class ok?)


speechless :)


this was his first picture and he smiled !


blue eyes, can you see them?
Yes he really does have blue eyes...


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in case you're wondering, i have a very kind blockmate and a very good friend to help me jaga him while im back home for 2 months. so don't worry k, i'm not cruel.
and verns,
youre not allergic to this cat! hah!

and linwei...shaurma misses you le ..
you shud see the way he plays on his own, he runs around n round and round..like crazy lidet..
then when he falls down from the bed or a bag, he just keeps running, like a small boy only. and this morning, he woke me up, he bit me on the face! then i thot he was just playing la, then mana tau he ran to the makan place(i cut an entrance at your shoe box and made it look like a restaurant) and sat there, the tupperware was empty and he was mewing! so pandai!then when i was busy with my things he will just sit at my side and watch me until he gets so bored he will sleep.

missing you so much you cant even imagine.
*when can i see you again...*

Hutang Post #5

BDHX
(in russian alphabets)
(direct translation=VDNKh)
(pronounced=Ver Denk Ha)



Super Picture Post.
went jalan2 with LinWei the other day,
sewa-ed 2 bicycles, went around, got lost and found with cotton candy :)
Happy.
fell in love over and over

Entrance to the Whole Russia Exhibition Center (which is the exact place actually..not VDNKh-thats jsut the metro stop.

Fountain of Something with Alot of solid gold fountain ladies...

Posing with our bikes. Super cool ok?

Infront of another bronze looking fountain which was working and was so cooling.

Aeroflot plane with a replica of Yuri Gagarin's rocket to orbit.(Yes, a real-life sized rocket)

The back side of a rocket. super huge holes of the bottom.

More rockets.I mean, the same 1 but more pictures of it

Some wire wire thing which made me thought of Tesla Coil in RedAlert...

2 good looking man next to each other, 1 bald, 1 not

Obviously got more pix than this la...just not for public distribution..
Take care all.
Super nice place to visit.
Nicer sumore if got sum1 else to visit with.
All free.

Final post...(?)

for this semester...

I have at least 3 post waiting to be typed and I promise you i will do them before i touch Malaysia's soil once again.

But let me emo nostalgia rendevooooo abit first k? :)

2 years. 1 and a half years to be exact.
I have seen this place long enough to bring you around.
Sometimes it all seems so sureal but at the same time so...i-don't-want-it-to-be-real...

For those who does not know, this is only my 1st course of the total 6.
I have totally no right to complain yet if were to compared to the seniors.
I'm just emo-ing so I don't make sense ;)

Can't believe that I'm going back with so much more...
friends,groupmates,teachers,education,church,fellowship,alyssa,things,mummy and daddy,food,food,everything,food... and mostly, experiences with God...
In all things, Give Thanks.

Thanks God :)
love ya the most.

need to be MIA again...

Sorry people..was really really away...
I am back now. to tell you that I need to be away again...

Argh, why can't I be those super smart bloggers who can blog about their studies and the struggles in it. and not using the blogging time to study.

Heres a round of updates.

I went to Volgograd- a small town 16 hours away from Moscow by bus .
I cleared my private parts examurogenital system exam .
I have not been eating. correctly
I am not enjoying the weather.
I want more time ,free time
I ate 5 packets of chips while trying to feed my brain with Connective Tissues, Parasites and Brain.
That and 2 bars of chocolates.
And 2 packets of instant soup.
I am sick.
fOr rEaL duDe!

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Lish!
My everbubbly everterpelanting-ed~ everobsessed-with-b. evergreen(?) uncle buttocks...
you take care yah girl... :)

this hamster is just 16hours flight away, you can always drop by whenever you feel like it you know..

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WAN YIAN !!!!
OH MY GOLLY GOLLY ROLLY POLLY OLLY!
it has been like, 20 years since we last talked, let alone see each other.

For those who have no idea, wanyian was the 1 who asked me to talk to the handsome skating instructor back in Sunway Pyramid...Read the post here ..

How are you la my old fren?
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Ms. Wei :)
have been thinking of you alot :)
when are you coming back ?
to these arms?

Super Irrelevantness.

Nobody cares anymore...
Not for my dear Renji

1 whole entry for him and nobody felt sad for him.
Focused on the shortest line in the whole entry.

When the whole topic is about someone being used as an instrument to bring hope.
The spotlight was shone on the empty bench in the park.

Spotlight that heats up the whole room.
Making sweat droplets a sight not beautiful.

Sweat glands open up - apicrine secretion.
The type of secretion that destroys the apices of secreting cells.

The secretion that produces a kind of foul smell.
Not like the smell on the blanket.

Fruity and blossomy.
Oh, no, bubbly.

Fruity smelling bubble, I wonder if that makes sense.
That and cat furs.

Cat furs tend to dry up and harden when curled.
Thus they drop when played with.

Played with fingers, with pillows, even blankets.
I have a thing for pillows, do you know that?

Hard pillows for sleeping on, small ones for everything else.
I have a small bed anyways, So whatever goes for me.

I see pillows of clouds every morning when I wake up.
And count the stars from my bed before I doze off.

Then on those stars and cloud formations.
Somehow you seem to be right beside me, looking at them too.