Peace

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I'm a person who appreciates peace. It's not that I like it all the time.   
I simply appreciate it.
Life is definitely a roller-coaster like how Robbie said it, there are up's and there are downs... but the thing about a roller-coaster is this, it is almost always terribly fast, and when it is slow, you better be getting ready for the drop.

A lot of time in my life I've been put into(or stepped into, myself) many different roller coasters. More recently, these roller-coasters have become more of a routine taxi ride for me. A loop is nothing but a curb, and when it drops... I simply buckle up.

Whenever peace comes around, it is like the silence between the music in a song, or what we call the "kick". It cannot be missed and it feels like kneading dough with your hands.
Even more recently, I've discovered peace in many different ways...

1. Peace
when the whole world has deserted you and you have nothing left, but green grass and white clouds.














2. Peace
when the whole world has decided to show up and you have nothing left, but green grass and white clouds. and the cross.

3. Peace
when you rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
















(8) it's a quarter after one and i'm all alone and i (reallyy.) need you now. please....

Start Over

V
walking fast do not wanna stay pressed
walking pass do not wanna digress
looking back do not wanna look back
staying here, theres nothing to last

turn around do not wanna look back
nothings here all but full of regrets
turn aside, what's with my pride
looking straight, this is the way.....

C
I just wanna be by yourside foreverrrr

Giving up giving all that I share
My offering, my pledge and my cares
Take it all and don't give it back
Walking on, this is Your way...

B
Can i ever hold on to you
To what is true
To what is right
To the everlasting light
Can i ever start over again.....

V - Cadd9 Em7
    Cadd9 Em7
    Cadd9 Em7
    cadd9 Dsus4

C - Cadd9 Dsus4 Em7 x 2 G - Cadd9

B -

Awesome No Exam Day!

Now I don't like posting how my day went and stuff like that... I'm no longer a little girl...

BUT THEN...

Such a productive day.
1. Got Paper Jamz Guitar !!!
Who needs an iPhone!


2. Got Coca-Cola limited edition Summer 2011 T-Shirt!!
Waited in line with a bunch of aunty uncle to redeem my prize :)
finally coca-cola recognize my contribution to their company..

3. Got Wowie's keyboard!!
For future use !

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I love post exam excitement:) Every year something stupid...

Grace. Mercy.

2005 October .

2011 June .

God, Thanks. For Your grace, for Your mercy.


For Your hands that holds me, and words that lifts me.


For Your hope that fills me, and love that, loves me.


God, Moscow is and will always be the best choice that You have chosen for me.


Simply because You are God.


This journey. Is one. That is of grace and mercy...
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I'm speechless over the sensation which has overcome me since the dawn of the day. I am drowned in the thought of my mind, what it imagines. Filled to the brim with what is taking over my senses. Touches that surpass surrealism and yet dwells in reality. I am lost for all my parts in thoughts, words and action. 


All in all, I am thankful to God, that He has brought me from a handsome young man of x age, into the becoming of a handsome older(but still young) man. 
Now equipped with experience and knowledge. 
Ready to tackle the remaining 1 year as a senior in a medical school.

Tomoro exam !

So I typed this super long post for like the past 2 hours.. looking for references and stuff..

then I stumbled upon this and just decided it was sufficient to smile to myself and continue studying...

*breathes out.......fuhhhhh*

The Spiritual Post

Fairest Lord Jesus, Ruler of all nature,
O Thou of God and man the Son,
Thee will I cherish, Thee will I honor,
Thou, my soul's glory, joy and crown.

Chorus:
You are unfailing God
Your loves unending
And Your word is eternal
Firm in the heavens its stands
Though sorrows my condition
And pain holds back no blow
Though this be my darkest hour
Your lamp is leading me home
Youll find me singing

Bridge:
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way

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The whole reason why God is God, is because He is God.

The reason why you are who, where, why you are , is because He is God.

The human soul will never be at peace, lest he understand that there is no paradox.
There is just an everlasting God, who knows the end from the beginning.

For God is not mocked, a man reaps what he sows... and is God a man that He should lie?

What He says, He will fulfill.

His promises can be claimed. His words can be spoken. His grace is always sufficient.

Cause I need you Jesus, to come to my rescue.

Saturday

What a chilling day .

It's about 5 days until my final 5th year exam (which turned out to be the toughest one) and I am already imagining how I would beg myself into just getting a passing mark. Batchmates are playing rugby downstairs, going jogging and shopping.

This is what 5 years (or 6) of stressed fill exams have led us to become. :)
And it's awesome. It's awesome when you can do an exam with practically 0 stress. Since everything will be like how it has been...chances of not doing well is like 5%.

I have about 200MCQs to study and 80structural and 40cases to study plus actually studying the book before Wednesday. So what.

It's the weekend man.

If don't play now, play when?

Feels great to play with a cat after so long...

*sigh

maybe, it's time to grow up...

take care stan,kyle,eric and kenny... and you too butters.

Comical

Constant pain is the price of health.
- Scott Meyer (Basic Instructions)

What a productive night. Just a billion more pages to go with about 24 hours to my exams.
All that we studied about the male system was in a dumb cycle called Urology(which is technically not strictly Male) for a week where there was no exams for it. What we are studying for the female, spans 4 semester of Medical School, 8 weeks in total, 250 MCQs and 100 over cases for a State Exam.
And half of the problems can be solved with a lil self control...

Do you know that if a woman gets too much sweet stuff, she will start to itch down there. FACT.

The sun is bright and shinning.

5.38am :)

Good morning Moscow, today your horoscope says that it is the perfect day to encounter unicorns and fairies.. So drink up your coffee and start looking up to the sky !

                                             
                                                 I'm not a unicorn...

2.18am

He still remains

He'll never change

He's the everlasting God.

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Studying for an exam is like eating too much, just to reach a target weight.

Everybody knows that most of the things studied during these midnight cramping sessions will go to waste the moment the exam ends, just like the moment you go back to your regular eating regime, your weight will return back to normal.

wait, thats not right.

oh i must be high on cocacola again.

Thingks

HEY YOU!

Stand by me...

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
Ive found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The things we find behind the door.

So whats the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know,
They only seem to come and go away

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The cold and wind and rain only knows how to come and go away.

Today Ps. Oleg Popov said that many things around us will not change. They may be temporary, but they may never change. They only seem to come and go away.

Can't believe that in a month's time, I am done for the year and back home to my sweet bed and the smell of my house. Can't believe that the whole reason that I started blogging in my old blog was to log down my days in Moscow, will cease to exist. And I might have to start a new blog soon.

Can't believe so many things.

It's important to keep on believing. Because Oleg Popov said that it is your system of values, that determine your mindset, and your mindset will determine your beliefs. And your actions, is nothing more than the manifestation of your beliefs.

Hang on sloopy, sloopy hang on...

Violence

It's not that the world is so complicated. Sometimes, it's just the way that things are.
No understanding required.

A day before my exam and it's baking hot in the room. Just ran out of coke. You can't live without coke.

:)