Demotivate!

Maybe I'll head out to the mountains next week...

basic instructions

WOW.

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cloudy music is always perfect with a cloudy day.

Surgery done . 4-Thank God.

More headaches to come.

even if it kills me...

It has been nothing but a sit and stare session with the book, the netbook or the (would be a perfect example if I really had one) facebook.

Sometimes stare into the pot with boiling tea. Lipton, that is.

one drink to remember

and another to forget



Dave Matthews...

awesome

Relevant

ahh the sadness ...

cool pic though..

XD

AND by the wayyyy...

Thank God,

Therapy -5

Something that you just can't explain

with your own words, thats why you need to steal them from a stranger's blog.

Was listening to Olivia's rendition of this beautiful song and I decided to look up the chords for it and before I knew it, I stumbled into this person's blog. He/She/"Charis" described the incidents of looking for a song, that has so much emotional sublimes behind it.

This song is old, but the lyrics mean so much more than just another lost love. It brings you to a point in time, where you had to realize that there are things, people in life, predestined to only introduce you to an emotion so real that it hurts just to think it... but you knew you had it coming. You always did.

I give this song to people who already knew what they will never gather in their life, and people who will lose their lives, trying to gather them.

This song (范逸臣's Chinese version) goes out to those who are feeling a little down & out, maybe cuz some circumstances didn't add up for you in this regard. I believe you’ll catch every line. Want you to take hope no matter what. Want you to think the best of what you can’t figure out in the other person. Cuz there's so much more to them that you don't see anyway. I know it's really really painful when things turn out differently from how it appeared on the surface, and you can't explain why you actually feel this sad. Emotions you try to deny as illogical, unnecessary, inexplicable, almost silly ... echoes in counterpoint to that lingering sense of loss and pain that won't quickly leave. God wants you to know it's gonna be alright. He does. I want you to know that someone knows.

and a comment I found on the same blog (which btw the link is here)

""Living would be that much less meaningful and under-expressed without songs, don't you think! :)""

I Believe – 范逸臣


I believe 当我在你家门口，下雨了 你看了也会难过。
I believe if I stood outside your door in the rain,
your heart would feel for me.

I believe 你不说话的时候，也是一种 ... 其实你在回应我。
I believe even though you don’t reveal much,
it’s just your way of communicating with me.

虽然不曾说，相信你正在懂。就算牵的不是我的手，我不真的难过。
Even though you’ve never said it, I believe you understand.
So even if we’re not together, I'll be content with that.

不知道在高兴什么，你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油。
Don’t know why I feel so happy around you,
when just a smile from you seems to fill me with encouragement.

不知道在妄想什么，只告诉自己，“I believe 你总会看到我，
Don’t know what I think so wishfully about,
nor why I tell myself, “I believe you can see that I care,

在某个时候，想让你陪伴的是我。”
and maybe sometimes you do think about letting me into your heart.”

I believe 没有回应的时候，只不过正好你在电话中。
I believe when you don’t pick up the phone,
it’s only because you happen to be on the line.

I believe 语音信箱的沉默，也是一种 ... 其实你在倾听我。
I believe when I leave a message, you’ll still quietly listen to what I say.

虽然不曾说，相信你正在懂。就算牵的不是我的手，我真的不难过。
Even though you’ve never said it, I believe you understand.
So even if we’re not together, I'll be content with that.

不知道在高兴什么，你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油。
Don’t know why I feel so happy around you,
when just a smile from you seems to fill me with encouragement.

不知道在妄想什么，只告诉自己，“I believe 你总会看到我，
Don’t know what I think so wishfully about,
nor why I tell myself, “I believe you can see that I care,

在一切之后，留在你身边的是我。”
and regardless, I’ll be around for you.”


那延续太久的一时冲动，在你身后的独角戏，聚光灯没亮过，
I know if I foolishly continue this way much longer,
it will just become a monologue of wishful thinking,
where I’m the only actor on an unlit stage,

怀疑是自己编造的内容，你从不真的认得我。
and I'll wonder if I fabricated the story up in my mind,
when the truth is you’ve never really understood me.


不知道在高兴什么，你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油。
Don’t know why I feel so happy around you,
when just a smile from you seems to fill me with encouragement.

不知道在妄想什么，只告诉自己，“I believe 一定会有结果，
Don’t know what I think so wishfully about,
nor why I tell myself, “I believe it'll all be meaningful in the end,

在很久以后，留在你身边的是我 ...... 会陪着你的人 ... 是我。”
and regardless, I’ll be around for you ...... simply here for you.”

Amazed

I am a person who prefer to decipher situations using logic and understanding AND THEN be amazed, than to simply gasp in awe without knowing ahead.

Whenever I see something cool on the internet, or someone doing something noble, or even monkeys flying in the sky, I run the formulas in my head and give a tiny smirk, and move on.

That is why magic shows and card tricks do not really captivate me, they simply send some signals through my corpus callosum.

But on this very special day, I was left with DH after a 2.5 hour performance of a class so high, it is forbidden to be named.

This is not merely a story, this is beyond the 8th Wonder of the world.

This is, Tommy Emmanuel

this officially became the most intense moment of my life

some words with the master..

then there was Jake...who was shorter than I am..

and I became the happiest boy in the world... :)

Really?

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

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Well, well, well weeks87, what have you gotten yourself into this time.

aside from all the questions,

i think my V² x S² x P² x L² = H is pretty high this past few days

:)

that's probably why i like wearing hats...

-.-''

I Think I Love You! Stacked Pink Doughnuts

Link
Pink stacked donuts

I'm not sure but I think so.

I'm not sure but I want so.

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Hot day hot day

MASSAD in a few hours.

2 easy peasy cycle left then it's exams.

Sometimes I want to not sleep the whole night and just not sleep.

Drinking barley. Hot and nice :)

Need new guitar strings.

jebal o jebal dorawa...

난 니가 생각나 자꾸만 생각나

예전처럼 니 손 잡을 수가 없어

난 니가 너무 좋아서 너의 모든걸 못잊어

이 노래는 널 붙잡을 수 있는 노래

I eend a yver dhar waek pu acll.

Pasl em wkeaa erad brnai fo imen.

Laps em, tli I epels nad amrde on oemr.

Ti’s on eimt tels I’d eb oolf yb yuo.

Kwae pu. Awek pu. Wkea pu.

p/s: i love scrambling words :D

Hummingbird (2)

When voices go a-croaking

Phrases and senses fails to inspire

Oil and air that condenses the culture

Drums go bam-bam-bam

And people, oh the people

Have forgotten about the future.

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So long never upload pictures ha.

It's almost time to begin looking out the window for planes to fly by.

aih...

home sweet home..

perhaps not yet :S

ля ля ля ))

Ф.И.О. : Ви Ки Онг

Восраст : 22 года 5м 8д

Пол : Мужкой

Адрес : Москва, Ул. Ак. Волгина, Дом 39, к 1513м

Проффесия : Студент ВУЗ

Жалобы при поступлении : Общая слабость, боль в суставах и мышах обоих конечности, повышение температуры, боль в горле.

Анамнез Морби : Принимал умеренную угрузку в 30/04 и 1/05 на собитиях. Отмечалься редкий кашель с макротой зелоновата на следующий день. Ночью 2/05 началось повышение темературы с появлением симтомами интоксикации.

Анамнез Витае : Родилься 25/11/1987. Болел бронхиальной астмой в детстве. Рост и социальное отношение без оссобености. Приехал в Москву 2005г за учебой. Диагнозирован простом бронхитом в 2007-2009(хронический бронхит?).

Status Praesens : Общие состояние удостворительное. Т - неизмерял. сознание ясное.. Кожные покровы и видимые слизистые нормальной откраски. Влажность кожи обычная.Отеков нет.

ЧДД - 15/мин. ЧСС - 82у/мин

Осмотры системой без оссобенности, функции сохранены.

Предположительный диагноз : Грипп Сезонный.

План обследования :

1) Обший анализ крови.
2) Обший анализ мочи.

3) Анализ БХ крови.

4) Рентгенограмма передной грудной области.

Лечение:
Режим домашный

Диэта - ограничить соленые, жаренные, сухие еды.

Медикаментозные :

Нурофен 2 таб по 200мг 3р/д

или Парацетамол 2 таб по 500мг 2-3р/д

И

У компьютера сидеть не должен.!!!

Armadillos don't jump!

I FINALLY GET IT ...

I got it.

Last night's South Park got everyone thinking, what did we learn today.

Kyle began his, "I learned something today... BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP" and then Jesus continued, "Yes, you see, gingers.. BLEEEEEEP" ...

The entire day everybody tried to guess what the bleep was... true enough, the bleep was put over nothing because the bleep was meant to be there from the first place, i.e. no dialog.

But I think I get it now,

The time we were thinking who Trey and Matt and everybody was trying to offend, we did not realize that it was us, the normals, that was offended... Jesus watching porn, Buddha sniffing coke... The joke was on us, everybody is trying to protect Mu*bleep*d and the celebrities and the Gingers that nobody else is left to offend except for everybody else. We kept asking if doing this is ok doing that is ok AT OUR OWN EXPENSE .. We had chosen to put those people superior over us and now we are nothing but a bunch of jokes.

40 minutes of cartoon can screw with your mind so much.

Follow me home :)

In the end
There was no-one to see
No helicopters in the sky the next day
Or the day after
No-one was searching
'Cause no-one knew he was missing

He followed me home
Can I keep home
He followed me

Heard this song while waiting for the bus on post Hitler's birthday night.

Pretty gay song to like, but the melody is surprisingly chill-out.

What is the world coming to?

An end.

Currently still anticipating the snow to fall again. Сосудистая дистония is not a rare symptom of too much sunlight.

Paediatrics now, surprisingly interesting, everything about the human being that you've ever known is totally different with them kids. Who knew that you can't let a kid wear a jacket in summer.

On a much lighter note; Интерны is really entertaining :)

Watch it on smotri.com

Rndm Thts N Rndm Pctrs, too many too many

Never had such a mind boggling few weeks in my supposed to be relaxed 4th year.

Shutkin was talking about panic attacks and he said he had 2 panic attacks before and it was horrible. And I was like, how on earth can you count how many time you've panicked and get super stressed out from it.

It must be really really horrible to the point that you are able to pin point 2 occasions where you really panicked like shat.

I've had many panicky occasions this few weeks, easter celebration put thoughts of expulsion in my head. MSRA and it's turmoil and dealing with the dark side. Problem A and Problem B and all the 32 characters in the alphabet.

But to pin point 2 occasion in your entire life that you've panicked?

The 20minutes before OPX?

The 3 minutes in the plane after it took off?

Being stopped by the police only to realise your license had expired?

The sky is sunny again :)

Sunny = Happy (proven scientifically, the serotonin and crap)

My black alarm clock

Between my alarm wakes and mini sleeps, I had one of those ridiculous dreams again.

My brain was hiring a part of me to be the alarm stopper, and all "he" had to do was to press the button when the alarm rings.

The alarm sound was : Здесь было, здесь было !

late for class. (not 'again', just 'late')

Hummingbird

Oh we have been to
Many churhes
But we never believed
Oh we have been to
Many churches
But we never believed ...

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Earth hour? what earth hour?... oh you mean the hour that I wasn't in my room and never got to turn on the lights to even begin turning off my lights?

:D

oh yeah, what weekend?
DIB ending soon, so fast.
hope to see cool kid patients tomorrow.

Spring Spring Spring.

Эрф Авэр 2010

Я за землю !

Optic Atrophy Has Talent

Optic atrophy
Classification and external resources

The left optic nerve and the optic tracts.

Optic atrophy is the loss of some or most of the fibers of the optic nerve. In medicine, "atrophy" usually means "shrunken but capable of regrowth", so some argue that "optic atrophy" as a pathological term is somewhat misleading and use "optic neuropathy" instead.

Prognosis

The optic nerve is part of the brain and has no capability for regeneration. Hence, there can be no recovery from optic atrophy and the term may refer to serious or mild, but always irreversible visual loss due to damage to the optic nerve. Three types of degeneration are seen: transsynaptic, anterograde, and retrograde.

Symptoms

There may be symptoms associated with loss of vision (although there may be a particular difficulty with colour vision).
Bilateral Optic Atrophy: Loss of vision and discoloration of discs in both eyes. This is a genetic form and can be inherited.
symptoms will be extremely varied. some people will have near to normal vision, whereas others will have very poor vision

Causes
Optic atrophy can be congenital or acquired.

Congenital
If congenital, it is usually hereditary with an onset of deterioration in childhood and may be accompanied by nystagmus. Leber's Hereditary Optic Neuropathy, (LHON) or Leber Optic Atrophy is hereditary, but typically has its onset in 20-30 year old males. This is due to a mutation of the mitochondrial genome and hence is passed exclusively through the mothers. Dominant optic atrophy or Kjer's optic neuropathy has autosomal dominant inheritance. It usually presents in early childhood. There are numerous less common genetically related syndromes.
Alternatively, congenital optic atrophy can be caused by a lack of oxygen during pregnancy, labour or in the early days of a child's life. Some drugs taken during pregnancy are also associated with optic atrophy.

Acquired
The acquired type of optic atrophy may be due to blood supply changes in the eye or optic nerve (anterior ischemic optic neuropathy or posterior ischemic optic neuropathy), may be secondary to inflammation or swelling within the optic nerve (optic neuritis), may be a result of pressure against the optic nerve (such as from a tumour), or may be related to metabolic diseases (e.g., diabetes mellitus), trauma, glaucoma, or toxicity (caused by methanol, tobacco, or other poisons). It is also seen in vitamin B12 deficiency and Paget's disease of the bone.

T . E edition !

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is coming to

Mo-see-cow ...

ТОММИ, тебя жду !! )

Transition

As this post is being uploaded, my final blog post written in Malaysia will be pushed to page. I've finished my chicken floss, bak kua and opened my first packet of instant perencah. It's time to let go of that very sweet homesick feeling.
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Currently in FX cycle, not too bad, learning random stuff...

A week ago had psychiatry cycle in an ala Swiss ski resort or snow filled Cameron Highlands sort of resort hotel... look alike hospital.

Red bricks for a psych hospital!

Christmas pine tree galore!

This way to the slopes...

Hotel rooms?

God I am so lame with captions...
If I ever go crazy, I'd like to be admitted here please.

Finally cleared whatever that was left of the 1st semester, including returning books and saying goodbyes to teacher whom I might never see again.



The weather is weird with the random sunny cold days and wet windy days. Looks like I'm not missing the snow this time :)

Quite hungry now actually, don't have anything to eat except for vege and eggs. Damn my stupid lazy gene not letting me go downstairs to buy food.

Oh, the description on my hair gel tube is so wrong in so many ways. or am i just over "sensitive" (read dirty-minded ((pronounce: perverted)))

Apply an appropriate amount to the desired area, spread evenly by a comb or fingers, and blow dry.

also,

My uni actually looks very "University" lah, not too shabby.

library building

Piragov pride!

Random pictures taken in FX hospital... kinda cool la :D

OPX, YOU ARE GONNA DIE!

Today's horoscope:
You need to double down today. It doesn't matter what you're doing, you need to do it all the way, without worrying about the consequences. Your energy is just right for extreme actions!

...

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is!

Holy Smoking Macaroni!

Until 1998, Kavner was paid $30,000 per episode. During a pay dispute in 1998, Fox threatened to replace the six main voice actors with new actors, going as far as preparing to cast new voices.^[34] However, the dispute was soon resolved and she received $125,000 per episode until 2004 when the voice actors demanded that they be paid $360,000 an episode.^[34] The issue was resolved a month later,^[35] and Kavner earned $250,000 per episode.^[28] After salary re-negotiations in 2008, the voice actors receive approximately $400,000 per episode.^[36]

^-wikipedia

And I thought EPL football players were overpaid!. but these people who just have to

read from a paper gets a million dollars every weeks!

Ay Karamba!

I will never watch the simpsons again, with the same attitude.

wow i am so astonished my grammar has fly away!

Wrote this early this month.

Excerpt from Man and Wife by Tony Parsons.

"...And I knew that my son would make other friends. In Connecticut. In the new neighbourhood. At big school. At college. He was a likable boy, and he would always make new friends. maybe never quite as good as this one, maybe never quite as good as Bernie Cooper, but they would still be real friends. No matter how much it hurt them, Bernie would have to let him go.

And so would I...."

"...I remembered the day that I took Pat to see his grandfather in the hospital, when it was near the end and the breath wouldn't come any more and I thought that my father and my son should see each otehr one last time. The loss of our grandparents, I thought that's ussualy the first time we understand that life is a series of goodbyes."

"...I wondered if my mum and Pat would ever see each other again."

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The first time you met me, is the day you started preparing your goodbye.

Everything we do, everything, is in a way or another, is a process that will ultimately lead to the end.

-Ong Wee Kee

snow day..

after an unexpected victory against the tigers(year of the tiger,bad irony).

walked home in the snow.

felt great under the pouring rain snow.

Decided to take pictures.

No discrimination against road- no discrimination against pathway.

Victorious.

Cold.

Failed attempt before the battery died. Satish and I

This side up.

Guy Love

cold cold day

Finally got the old lady teacher to like me.

late 10 minutes also wanna scold me..

ish

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Tomorrow we enter into the 3rd last day of the 1st cycle in the 2nd semester. Which means that we are would be well under way into the 2nd semester of my 4th year and I will be going into the 5th year, which is my 2nd last year before I graduate.

Today we attended to a patient who has never really trusted doctors, he came in for heartburn yesterday. So we asked him how was he feeling and all, and he suddenly began talking about his back pain, leg pain and kidney pain and since we were not told what why he was admitted, we boldly made our diagnosis - kidney stones.

Nice friendly guy.

slept in Rostiks, slept in the marshuut, slept on the bus, but haven't sleep on my bed yet.

CNY

CNY cleaning is the best excuse to throw away junks that you tak sampai hati to throw a few months back.

even if it was just a couple of super old tupperwares that has been laying around on the floor for months.

it just feels different not being at home

Happy Chinese New Year everybody.

like eric said yesterday, Congratulations! You've Survived the Year!

Боль - это не просто настроение.

Боль - это путь жизни.

Заболел 2 дня назад. Наверное опять начилось эпизоды бронхита.

Хрен.

Пузырьчичка спит как Superman.

Ну блин же 2 дня пропустил занятие а ни черт ни ел не - за то, еды нет.

А за то, нет кабля питания.

Страшно что люди без желания - самое счастливое.

Люди польными желаниями - самое богатое.

Т.Е. значит ли, богатые люди никогда не станут счастливыми.

Кое-что подумаю...

На Рыбалку!

Hi There

I got kinda bored so I am gonna post all the pictures I've taken in the past few days here.

oh yeah. I'm back in Moscow.

panorama of my console with laptop in Winter Conference 2010

Panorama of my setup on stage in Winter Conference 2010

Side view of drums with drums seen and partial view of Snake

Rough sketch of stage set-up for Winter Conference 2010

Soundboard with Jaclyn Victor doing her soundcheck.

Timetable for my Therapy Cycle this week

Picture of my curtain @ sunset. The stars were edited in to look cool.

Hello, my name is bubbles.

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yawn. better get some sleep before I sleep tonight.

shucks. have to eat before dinner.

cause its hot then its cold...

Anyone wanna give me lots of money and stuff just for friendship sake? No?